Sunday, December 03, 2006

my life has never been more right when everything is going wrong.

i love my family.

my brother has been amazing.
the day ben and i broke up, shannon got his PSLE results.
he didn't do as well as he wanted to (though he tried his best)
but when i came home crying like a baby, sobbing out loud, he actually woke up just to sit there with me.
and he smsed me:
da jie i know you are a smart and strong person!
don't worry, there's always ups and downs in life, you know that.
you are not alone. you have your family and friends.
we'll always be there for you.
today i got in normal and i cried but later on mummy and my friends all comforted me and now i don't regret.
aww. damn sweet right?
and my mummy has been amazing too.
and wilson and clar.
and karen.
and daddy.

i love my friends.

i love jennifer.
she's been so great.
accompanying me, watching and listening to me cry, and bringing me out when i needed it.
on my side since the first day.
she msged ben saying that she thought he was different but she thought wrong.
*laughs*
poor people.
clubbing with no money, splurging on clothes just to feel better and drinking beer with me.

i love monica.
all the hysterical moments, sentosa and so much more.

i love didi.
all the talks under my block.
the one person who knows me inside out.
beer, talks, tears.
we have gone through alot together.
and yes, it's so silly for us to have lost contact for so long.

i love jenny.
remember martin girl?
same situation huh?
we might have drifted apart but you were still there for me.

i love hushie.
advice during the rough period to msgs to find out how i'm doing after everything ended.
i'm grateful.

i love kelly.
good advice is hard to come by.
our friendship is heaven sent.

i love eugene goh jin kiat.
wala wala.
thank you for cancelling your plans for me when i needed company.

i love the league + shadow members.
thank you for the wonderful night out yesterday.
great company. always.

i love emman.
tough love.
being cruel can be so kind.

i love thad.
thanks for banking in my cheque for me.
and listening to me cry.

joanne and jason.
you guys are so cute together.
thank you for dinner.
ben's blessed to have friends like you 2.

yong.
thank you for trying.
i made a fool out of myself.
*laughs*

and of course everyone else who comforted me.
thank you.

my life's good.