i haven't blogged in so long i almost forgot my username and password for blogger.
*laughs*

ok ok.
i am one of those.
*nudge nudge*
eh, jenny, inside joke.
haha.

oh,
jennifer is working with me now.
so is neil and thad.
so yay!
i've got friends.

talking about friends, i tried but failed to get eugene goh jin kiat to come back.
i made myself sound very poor thing already.
but he still wants to stay there.
hmph.
i'll try more emotional blackmail the next time.
hahahahaha.*evil laughter*

and... AND....
a supposedly good friend has come back into my life.
and i am still stupid enough to trust her/him.
although most of you who read this should know who i'm talking about, i'm trying very hard not to reveal who he/she is ok.
well, let's put it this way, he/she will only come to look for me when she/he needs help.
and this time, i requested for his/her help and he/she said ok.
but... obviously this did not benefit him/her in any way so he/she pulled out last minute.
when i say last minute, i mean like 4 hours late kind of last min.
4 hours after the time he/she was supposed to help me.
and his/her excuse? "i was having a bad day."
oh my god, fuck off already.

i'm kinda sick of my life.
my job's great, my friends and family are amazing.
but...
i'm getting really tired of being alone.
it really sucks when you need someone and you supposedly have someone to be there for you but he's in another country and sleeping due to the time difference.
so what if the money's good?
i'd rather be happy than rich.
but he likes it. sigh.
we never agree on anything.
there's nothing i can do but wait.
but how long? we'll see.

too emo already.
eww.


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cherie scribbled at 7:14 AM